Why am I here?
That's the first thought came into my brain when I opened my eyes.
What are all these things?
What is human ?
What is life?
Why am I doing such a thing like studying or working ?
Why does not anything make me interested?
Why I can't love anyone? But that's good...
He who loves
50 people has 50 woes; he who loves
has no woes.- Buddha's quote
That's what I read from somewhere.
Am I depressed?
If you ever ask me...
'If you knew that you were going to die tomorrow, are you going to do what you are doing right now?'
I will definitely say 'NO'. Then why am I doing these things now? I have no idea...
What a shame! Why I can't fight for what I want... The truth is I m not sure what I want to do either... I m not sure the thing that I really want. I m lost... I am such a pathetic human being...
Sometimes, I m asking myself that am I going to die like this? What is the reason I came to this life? I know I know I have to remove datehti.
Yesterday, I told my colleague If I ever die right now, I will not feel sad nor anything coz I attach to no one...
I keep saying that I wanna be thortapan...
I wanna do anything that make me become thortapan... but am I doing Now? 'NO'... coz I think I will not die tomorrow... but no no that's wrong... nobody knows when they are going to die.. ppl are like walking in the dark... do I know that? Yes! do I realize that? No... coz it's just the thing that I heard ... I m so disappointed myself... why I can't let go of everything...
Baby,top. || 9:19 AM